Kira Ruthlynne

There's a darkness that follows me... A past that torments me... Threatens to overcome me... It's when I'm with you, that darkness fades away... I feel alive again.... My heart beating again... I find I need you like my next breath of air... Longing to have you near... Feel your touch... Taste your lips... Aching for the next moment ... Second with you...as long as I can...

She was lost to the heat of his gaze as he caressed her cheek... The feel of his touch on her naked flesh... His mouth on her breasts as she arched into him...beginning him for more... He whispered her name as his lips met hers in abandon... His mouth caressing hers while his hands slowly ravished her body as they laid together... She ached for him...begged for him... his fingers touching her soft wet.."OHHH..." She moans in ecstasy... He whispered words of endearment height

That's right...I said it SEX! Got your attention? Everyone in their sane minds favorite pastime :-) Guys find it as a form of stress reliever-so I've been told- and women like it b.c it makes them feel emotionally more attached to a guy. But then...there's no strings attached.... That's the topic of sex I bring up today... Women's biggest 'weapon' to get a guy .... is sex with no strings attached. Now I'm not speaking about laying out like an all you can eat buffet! I'

Your reach for me...your touch warming my skin...the sensation coursing through me...your fingers tracing my cheek... my head spinning in excitement... Your lips touch mine and the room stills...our breathes mingle in sensual torture.. My body humming alive...toes curling in anticipation..your tongue caressing my lips in hypnotic pattern... I sighed a moan as your fingers graze my breasts..my body arching into yours in anticipation..... My soft sweet spot clenches in post

Build a relationship...not rush a relationship...like a foundation to a home. When the foundation isn’t strong enough and a relationship is pushed it comes crashing down; shaking, cracking, breaking the foundation that is there...keep forcing a relationship enough times- not even the foundation will be left...and the house becomes completely unbuildable. Yet…with a strong foundation, a beautiful home can be built…forever secure, safe and lovely. It's about chosing better f

You ever wish you had telepathy? Just so you can know what the other is thinking and feeling...so that you can navigate your own thoughts/feelings to be the same. This way you could never doubt or be left in the unknown about whats really going on... The downside of that...is there is no privacy. It wouldn't be fair,but the idea would be nice. Thats the diffrence between men and women....men naturally can sift through the reality of a relationship and know where things st

I’m an internet guru…IT geek…so I end up finding some of the most eligible men…online. So in that, I met someone named Jeremy…lived in South Carolina…and he burned me really bad. There’s some pertinent things I learned from this relationship thing we had that I think needs to be thrown out there. Overall LDR are HARD. It takes a lot of trust, communication and commitment from both sides. Here’s something I’ve designed for myself and others to follow…guidelines. 1. Both int

I feel hollow...an emptiness that's numbing...I see...but I cant bear to see, I hear...but it pains me to hear...I breath...but it's shallow and weak. My heart heavy...my mind lost in hopless wander...with nothing left but a yearning unreciprocated. Only thing left is the memories...and a dying idea that's been slain...

Oh! Whoe is me...how my heart is heavy..my mind foggy.. From worry... From fear... From feelings things I thought weren't there... Neverending thoughts of possiblities have begun to spun thier web... What once had captured my heart...has now become a fading memory.. I feel no longer chained...My heart ready to surrender to you... Now all i see is how sweet you look to me...how wonderful it could possibly be... Will you join me...will you be there to catch my fall...be

Once loved...once trusted...now theres nothing left but the trail of shadows from deciet,betrayal...leaving only something thrown out...unwanted...used Must be nice to be a User...all the pleasure and no pain. Taking all that is good and leaving a wake of tormented emotional chaos... Users dont look back, have no regrets....doing self-destruction through others. Users have no heart to see what is right, love what is good, keep what is real...being loved for their greatness

Its when I close my eyes to sleep that I feel I am worth it all to you…. You actually miss me… You long to be with me Your heart skips a beat in anticipation just thinking about me Your mind is foggy and clouded with an emotional high You beleive I’m your soul mate You trust in a relationship with me You want more as much as I do Then I awake…realizing I was just dreaming again…my breathing becomes shallow with the pain that breaks my heart into a million pieces…every

Darkness enters...my mind is fogged...scared and confused...feeling lost. What do I do now? My heart is open...bruised by thoughts.. Left to the blackness of the unknown...emotions scattered...givin out like a seeping wound... Yearning...unanswered... Wanting...unreciprocated... Loneliness replacing all that is left.... Emptiness resides...as I wait....Hoping in you...

Becuase of you i am worthy.. Becuase of you i am whole... Because of you i am no longer lost... Because of you i am wonderful.... I am true and real and special because i have found you and you have let me in... You have forgivin me before i even trespass and i need no other thing but from what you give and have for me... I am complete and set free for you have brought me back to life from the death of blindness.. Oh my sweet Lord....you have made me who i am, my good

That’s where I’m at now…. Gone from the dating world for the last 6 years. Although, I wasn’t very good at it in the first place so now I’m navigating… I’m too straight forward, aggressive, to the point and I don’t play the stupid “Playing hard to get game”. Which let’s face it…that’s just how guys work…even the ones who say they don’t. They find more appeal in the mystery with a hint of tease…then the real thing. It’s perhaps unattractive to them that a woman would like th

Whether or not someone kills themselves...is stronger then another...thinks that bullying is a part of life that makes you stronger etc etc....Doesnt justify it. The person may not kill themselves...but will have self image issues the rest of thier lives. There is no reason to put another person down-ever. There is no need or reason to call someone mean,hurtful names or degrade them in front of other people- Parents need to teach thier kids to have respect for each others uni

Where are you? Emptiness resides now that you are gone. The silence of my days stretch before me as loneliness creeps in. Everything one-sided, communication empty, forced and phony, trust gone. Tried and betrayed, giving chances that go astray. Yet, I sit and wait…anticipating your return…aware that I wait for nothing. Lost, confused…unsure what to do- while you're uncaring. Saddened…my heart heavy with the solitude from the lack of your presence…I must move on. Cannot let y

I've had so many guys tell me this recently ...what the heck does it really mean? What am I suppose to do with that? I like you....but your not good enough to date... I like you...but your not really my type... I like you....but I just want FWB from you until I find someone I really want I like you...like I like my puppy... I like you...I enjoy time with you, so let me use you until I'm done with you.. I like you....but I'm still gonna treat you like my puppy... I lik

Lost and in limbo- scattered and controlled. Like a puppet on strings forced to do nothing but sit and wait. Waiting for the emptiness of a shell to take over me. Things undone and yearning to do,my purpose unmet which will never be challenged. Hopelessly waiting for a reprieve from this emptiness and blankness of a life. Trapped and chained to parts of me I am no longer. Unexplored territory of myself pleading to be seen yet not permitted to be. Freedom; I no longer have as

I am filled with despair…my heart wrenching open… I am my own calamity…my own poison… afflicting wounds I cannot retrieve… And now, there is no cure for the broken heart that I have Seeping deep…cutting too unfathomable… I have love and hope to give… I am daylight to the darkness….but my pain is too deep and cuts it wide Hopeless…empty…lost… Crying into the empty bed…I alone must share… Theres no going back... Theres no do-overs... I am chained to my mistakes and ripp