Someone Special

There's that person you have in your life...a special someone, you're crush.. Where when they enter the room your stomach spins with that butterfly feeling.. That when they look at you, you feel the world stops and it's just you and them... That when they speak its a soft caress into your soul...just enjoying hearing the simplicity of their day. When they touch you.. give you the affection your crush on them is longing for...you'd feel so complete... Instead they do not reciprocate nor feel the same for you..stuck in a zone left out of emotional or intimate connection... And you realize that it's only in your dreams you'll hear them tell you they love you.. What do you do? Nothing...you can't make anyone feel anything.. Instead you hold it in and post it as a plea ...venting and shouting to just get it out... To be able to say somewhere... That I love you...more than anything I love you. That you complete me and you're my special someone...and wish so desperately you felt the same... Locked away in secret to guard my hearts walls...I hold it inside and say nothing...trying to enjoy the simple moments of spending time with my crush...my special person.