

Incomplete
Time to take a moment and think..To take a look at my life and where I wanna be..Which path to take that genuinely is me…I’m distracted by many things…cant seem to wrap my head around their complexities .. But my heart still hurts at what could be..the perfect match meant for me…The one that makes my knees go weak…soothes my mind and soul…connects on the depths of the deeper soul..To love in ecstasy…forever in delicious ecstasy..Cloud 9 with me and never leave…Enjoy this spac

Journey
She stared out into the terrain ahead of her…barren and empty except for an overgrown path leading into the unknown hills. The hill rolled in temptation of an Oasis within, even a large castle loomed in the distance upon a grassy knoll….glistening in the sun calling out ‘Home’ to her. There was no other place to go or wander that interested her- just emptiness wasteland of dry ground where not even a home could be set-upon. Looking ahead into the fern abyss she could see the

Daydream to reality
She was hungry for it...aching longing wanting for it.. To far out of reach...it's just a little tease- making it almost hard to breathe Melancholy for what could be...heart saddened by hesitancy- bursting at the seams Lost in daydreams- an illusion to reality.. Seeing things that are a possibility yet hindered by hesitancy - Yet my perception of future is positivity, hopeful for something I could only dream it to be- not 'too good to be true' but a reality- because I am dif

Feverish
I've got a daydreamers crush on you... Good Lawd if only an 'Us' could be true... We'd make music together too.. Maybe it would be too good to be true- A feverish Love and Romance between me and you... What a daydreamers vision come true-The idea making me fall more in love with you... If only...If only...it could come true...

Novel:Sneak Peek- Agent 0
I could barely make out the shape looming before me through the misty cool air. Facing off against each other as the sun slowly descended into gloomy dusk, a creepy and still silence filing our space. We stood atop a circular stone and I secured my stance trying to glean any information about my ominous opponent. My body chilled and damp as I clutched the katana firmly in my grip. The figure was muscular, a large hairy beard wrapped his face making it harder to see the man un

Novel:Sneak Peek- Shoah
Every year they have a last of the summer bonfire. The towns’ youth comes to a bonfire event ranging from ages 17 up to early twenties. All of us grew up together and it was more like a family gathering. Standing close to the bonfire next to my brother,Aaron with Leon our childood friend and my best friend Lauren- we were listening to Leon tell a story about him studying business to follow in his father banking footsteps. Leon's friend Oscar sighed loudly over the boring tal

THE SEARCH
I sense you're out there... You MUST be real. When closing my eyes your smile gets my heart racing, how when I feel your touch I am complete. I ache for you to be real. Are you out there searching for me? I am incomplete without you, I rushed and settled for less and that's only torn us further apart. Yet I have hope...hope that we are meant to be together and in that we will find each other.. Until then I am left to dream of you...hope to be with you....plan for an escape o

DREAMS...
I dreamt of you last night..... Your hands caressing my skin, your warm breath tickling me as your tongue tracks along my body. The heat of your naked body roughly pulling me closer in a sensuous rhythm. The taste of your lips massaging mine as they combine in undeniable passion, your hands masterfully exploring as I lay willingly under you.... When I awoke I could still feel the heat of your body and the touch of your hands....my fingers longingly tracing the empty sheets...

Today's Epiphany...
God is with me...he's protecting me..,watching over me...guiding me from harm and keeping an eye on my enemies who wish to backstab,cheat me, lie and dupe me. That because he is with me I do not need to fear to trust or OCD over the little to big things- through him all the darkness will come to light...and through it all I will have peace and surrender to his will... With God as my protector and judge over those who do me wrong, their punishment will be swift and just.

Legacy...
She gazed across the murky blue of the ocean.. Its dark depths a haunting memory of days buried deep in her mind... The salty air breathed kisses upon her skin as her feet tasted the sandy shore of the beach. The sun was setting.. A cloud fire of hues warming the sky... Even though the surroundings were beautiful and the sea calm..her heart weighed heavy. Her mind tormented by thoughts and body guided by the aimlessness.... The sea was calming though...the only sound t

ALL I WANT...
It's you I'd rather be with.... All I can think of is you... All I want now is you.... My thoughts consumed with our possibilities... My heart aching to be renewed by you.... My body longing for your touch.....

The Hint
‘They’ say…when a guy is really into you, he’ll be the first to call, the first to text and go out of his way to be with you. Time and time… this has actually come to prove itself to me. So what then when the silence starts? That’s where I’m confused at. In my mind…everything is going fine…but something else is going on in his head. So the “Hint” starts. Which is the guy> Maybe if I stop calling, answering texts, not answer the phone….she will get the hint I’m not inter

EYES CLOSED
It's when I close my eyes that I am with you.... Your eyes skimming my body Your hands caressing my flushed skin Your strong arms pulling me close to your pleasuring physique Your lips passionately stroking mine in an erotic rhythm My mind lost in a daze of sensation My body submissive to your control My heart racing in a flurry of butterflies with nervous excitement The deepest part of me aching for you to give me release... Never wanting to open my eyes again..

MISSING YOU
You are always in my mind,my dreams...never physically here...where are you? I miss you....miss your touch, the taste of your lips...the feel of your arms around me. Desperatly seeking you....longing to see you....hoping to be with you... Wherever you are.... Thinking of you...mind lost and scattered without you....I would be grounded when I am with you. Aching for the sound of your voice....a simple text of words....lost in the darkness....waiting, hoping..seeking...on

Imprint
Every so often we meet someone that leaves an imprint in our memories. Something special about them that we couldn't let go...emotions and feelings for them staying in the back of our minds and hearts. These people are fortunate enough to stay with us even after they are gone.Things happened that cause the relationship to go astray. We've all learned immensely from these people (good and bad things) , things that prepare to be a stronger and smarter in future relationshi

Today's Epiphany...
I may be quiet at times and may not get fully involved in conversations... This is not due to lack of intellect...but merely because my mind is off contemplating life... It’s because the things I like to talk about...a lot of people don’t. Deciphering between good and evil... Discussing the real meaning of human nature and interaction among the world... Debating moral thought and emotions... Creating unique stories of alternate realities (meaning playing with the ‘what if’s

Someone Special
There's that person you have in your life...a special someone, you're crush.. Where when they enter the room your stomach spins with that butterfly feeling.. That when they look at you, you feel the world stops and it's just you and them... That when they speak its a soft caress into your soul...just enjoying hearing the simplicity of their day. When they touch you.. give you the affection your crush on them is longing for...you'd feel so complete... Instead they do no



