Imprint

Every so often we meet someone that leaves an imprint in our memories. Something special about them that we couldn't let go...emotions and feelings for them staying in the back of our minds and hearts. These people are fortunate enough to stay with us even after they are gone.Things happened that cause the relationship to go astray. We've all learned immensely from these people (good and bad things) , things that prepare to be a stronger and smarter in future relationships. Learning more about the good and the bad. What I've learned... I've learned that I give my heart away to easily... I'm too eager for something more to be there.. That I put too much trust and faith in their nonchalant sweet talking... That I get attached to a sexual partner if I'm not forwarned that its just FWB to them... That I overshare my complicated life too much... That I'm annoying ...compulsive...pushy...aggressive...too blunt and unfocused.... But I'm also full of love...honesty...integrity..passion...kind...giving and funloving... What's life without lessons to teach you along the way? Yes...there is still pain from time to time when I think of back. But through that pain I've learned more about me... dating...and relationships then I knew before. The only thing left to do is move onward, appreciate the lessons learned, guard your heart more and learn to let go of past trangressions...