I dreamt of you last night... Your lips on mine as your hands caressed my body...the heat of your naked skin rubbing against mine as I ache for you...the feeling of you in my hands as your tongue traces me...your fingers playing... my mind slipping away as you slip deep inside... When I awoke I could still taste your lips on mine...the heat of your body...as my body longed for release...that only you can give me...
I feel so foolish....so naive and blind.. Am I really that stupid for believing and having some hope and faith,,,? Instead it leads me to more of a broken-heart... Just when I think and see that something is better and different I'm proven wrong...in so many ways... It's me that's the fool to stay and hope...I'm the dumb one for opening up at all. I'm afraid if I shut out completely they'll never be able to get back in my heart... I'll be cool... aloof .... distant and
I reached through the dark... Grasping for the other side... Seeking what I could not find... A mirror stood in its place...reflecting the simplicity of my face... Time seemed to slow as I gazed...watched... the stranger in the mirror.... Barely recognizing myself....the creases and wrinkles...the dryness of the skin...and the paleness of the eyes.... It was the eyes that creeped me out the most.... Hollow...weak...color almost gone... like the life had been drained from he
I've heard this so many times...some from sweet talkers who I think are for real, that calling me 'sweetie' or 'baby' shows me that they are serious about commitement...that it's a form of actions to show me they are serious...about me... Then from others who are honest about taking it little bit at a time, just going slow...no real leading on with emotional sweet words or affection... 'Seeing where it goes' is a dangerous term I think guys overuse without really thinking o
Waiting to have you here, to feel you close... To feel your touch....from simply holding my hand as we walk together, the heat of your body as we're pressed close in the chill of the night. To finally taste those lips that have caressed me with so many words...that my mind has been dreaming of... To feel real affection that we've both wanted for so long...the heat of your breath on my skin as you whisper to me... Laying with each other at night..our naked bodies pleasure
Come back to me... I miss you...I long for you ... I need you for my heart to keep beating alive... I lay in wait... Patiently hoping you'll come back to me...no more runnin away... No more hiding.. Come back to me...where it all began ... Like a security blanket I ache to have you in my arms again... To look into my eyes ... Caress my cheek and tell me how you feel just as your lips caress mine... Where have you gone...? I found you only to lose you... Lost you to the darkne
I dreamt of you last night... The moons glow bounced off your skin while you longingly kissed me... There was an intensity to your hands as they ran along my back ... Our naked bodies combined in erotic embrace.. Your whispered breath tingling in my ear... "You mean everything to me...i'm crazy about you, I can't stop thinking about you..." Kissing me passionately I let you roll me onto my back,my body aching for you again... And when I awoke...I felt despair....missi
The heat of my body is alive with anticipation from the thought of your touch...the taste of your lips...the feeling of your skin against mine. All I have are these ideas as I lay down at night....the solace of my bed a reminder that it's all hope that I breath on. Imagining your single touch sets my soul on fire....my insides weak with recognition of the long lost emotions you'd invoke from me. The lonely ache that comes from it when I see it's only in my mind....the yearnin
I am not going to settle for less anymore- this means >>No more murky, no more gray, no more undefined, and no more undeclared.And if at all possible try to know someone as best you can before you get naked. I had a guy friend of mine flat out tell me the guys I’ve been associating with are straight up JERKS quoting “you should decide exactly what you want and then not settle for anything less.” And I stopped and realized….he’s absolutely right. Sure I’ve had in mind what
I'd beg you to not go...that I changed my mind and want you here....that my life without you is empty...that all of this whole breakup mess was a mistake and I wish so much that it would work and you'd stay..but I'm being naive and whimsical ... I realize...that I can't keep begging...pleading for you...that I have to let you go... And it hurts to worry and think about what's going to happen when you go.... So afraid that you will never see me or talk to me again...that you'l
It's never an easy thing to end a relationship...someone will always be hurt- it's inevitable. How you handle the person and situation will show respect and make it easier to end things as fair and 'good' as possible and there will be times that,that won't be possible. It's been a hard road...and there are times where I've been wrong...seeking 'things' in the wrong place, searching in men something perfect that did not exist. The inevitable break-up starts simple...then see
I've been in quit contemplation for awhile and is like to share what I've found in my 'journey' It still continues...Lol I think the finding yourself thing takes a lifetime of experiences and life events and time... But I know who I am... I have found my peace, my center.. I am an amazing woman...I give a lot and have a lot to give...but I'm also still naive and learning... Ive accepted I'm not perfect but that everyday ill strive to be the best of who I am... I've learned t
For just one moment..it was there again...the sweet, heady, exhilarated feeling of being happy... For that moment in time...I felt alive... I Awakened to that feeling fading... The memory seeming just a dream... Longing for things that cannot be...
As I’m ‘soul searching’… I’ve realized something…. I miss myself…lol…who I am …who I used to be…. Strange isn’t it…when said that way…makes no sense. But …I miss parts of me that I have not been for a long while… All these things are a part of me…what makes me who I am…my joys that keep me at peace and centered..things that give me part of my identity as a person… I miss karaoke …and going out dancing…the free feeling of euphoria and utter happiness I get from both…A reminder
My sweet.... I ache for you... My mind breaks in the silence of waiting for you, tumultuous thoughts eroding away at my heart as i yearn for just one touch, the taste of your lips, the feeling of your arms around me. When i close my eyes...all i see is you...i miss you yet we haven't even met... The longing in me goes unwanted,unwarranted and bruised. Do you think of me...as i think of you...waking up in passionate sweat seeing my face, but i am not there... Come to m
I’ve come to realize…that’s a deadly word to have in a relationship. The kind of expectation women have from a romance novel…or romance movie…sets too high expectations for a man. This type of expectation…leaves the woman always needing and wanting more from their partner that only leads to trouble. Don’t get me wrong…I’m not saying a guy is incapable of the romance that comes from those stories…. But when a guy says he cares, loves you, wants you in their life…the thoughts
I got inspired by a ‘friends’ post in regards to arguing in a relationship. Now granted the post was for fun with a hint of seriousness, but it got my creativity going… Arguments are a fact of life…family, friends, and dating relationships. There are some things that make them worse in specific relating to specific people. Basis of most arguments I think is this: there’s 2 things about a guy that’s (usually) a fact: 1. They hate Drama 2. They hate to reassure. The smar
Perhaps after all this time Ive learned something valuable. Technically I’ve been single since 2005...uselessly married and thrown into the dark from the ‘dating’ world for 7 years...and now at age 30 being thrown back in...I'm completely rusty,lost and learning like I'm 20 all over again. 10 guys later and even through the heartache I've found myself....and found who I’m looking for and what I'm looking for. Even till this day some of these men still have a part of my heart.
For just one moment..it was there again...the sweet, heady, exhilarated feeling of being happy... For that moment in time...I felt alive... I Awakened to that feeling fading... The memory seeming just a dream... Longing for things that cannot be...
